yes. but they knew it too. and then I found out whatever it was I had been having for the past upteen years I was married was NOT sex. THIS WAS SEX!
I refer to him as my boy toy. But he's in his mid 30's. When I have the need, I call. When he has the need, he calls. It has only been since March, so not that long. But both of us know it is strictly for sex.
I was feeling very down the last time I was with him, bummed over another guy I had feelings for but couldn't see. So when he called, I figured this would help.
It didn't though. All it did was satisfy a sexual need, not the emotional one. :0(
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