That was part of what happened. I still question myself, at the time I lived that lifestyle because I didn't have focus. I knew I wanted to be successful but I hadn't yet found what that lifestlye was that I needed to create. Although I have not yet become the man I want to be, I accept myself with my strengths and weakness and know that I have the power to change all of this. I find alot of joy working towards my goals every day.
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