NotMVH

I have decided to that I will conquer certain aspects of my life that I feel unsatisfied with. One of them is forming positive relationships with beautiful woman.

I find that the main challange I face is taking action. When I am successful I turn my anxiousness to excitement and take action. I don't understand my emotions and have not found trying to be usefull, I don't want to stop feeling excited because it is what drives me to feel enthusiastic and passionate about what im doing but I need to learn ways to consistantly force myself to fight agianst my subconscious and do what I am uncomfortable with. This challenge in-myself applies to all aspects of my life. I want to force myself further then what I belive I can acheive, it means feeling anxious but remaining persistant, passionate, focused and bold. It is feeling alive to me.

I post this in the hopes that someone here can find flaw in my plan, help me grow or discuss what has worked in their own lives?