well tonight I was with a good friend of mine over at one girls house along with another girl. These two girls are the worst of the group. They didn't say one nice thing to me and they talked shit about the other kids' girl friend right infront of him. They got pissed at me for sticking up for him.
So I just got up and said "Mike, let's go." And we just left. And drove. And I felt like shit. I just put my head back and was pretty quiet. I couldn't really feel. They fucked me up again.
This time though they tried calling us but we just hung up on them. They text messaged me and told me they hated me.
After driving around a little bit with my friend he was tired and dropped me off at home. I still feel like shit. I'm just listening to the Deftones and I want to take a walk.
The girls are at some fucking party and my friend tried calling them and talking to them. They don't realize how they are so hurtful and shit, and they don't understand how they fucked up. I feel so bad... I want to fucking cry.
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