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All of us have been in situations where all you want is to be somewhere else...another life. Hang in there, with time it will pass. You should try to get another job while still in the current one I guess...not easy but if you don't do anything to change the situation, well, it's just gonna stay the same. Hope things get better for you soon.
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Whether we write or speak or do but look
We are ever unapparent. What we are
Cannot be transfused into word or book.
Our soul from us is infinitely far.
However much we give our thoughts the will
To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
Our hearts are incommunicable still.
In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
Unto our very selves we are abridged
When we would utter to our thought our being.
We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
Fernando Pessoa, 1918
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