This feeling of being undeserving comes with low self esteem. Having been treated one way for so long, it's what you are used to. It's how you think all men will treat you, regardless of what you really deserve.
DD: I'm not questioning his choice in a woman. He knows that. I'm questioning why any woman can feel like this; why I have felt this way for so long; what I and others can do to make these feeling subside.
It's easy to sit back and say "Let him love you; let him care about you. Accept it. You DO deserve it." It's not so easy to do it.
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