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it sounds like these people really know what they're talking about. they sound nice and chipper, real optimistic go-getters, and i hate to belittle them, but they're full of shit. im about to turn 25. to be honest, from one "loser" to another, that anxious what the fuck am i doing with my life feeling that you're talking about, that doesnt go away. it never goes away, infact it gets worse.
if you're anything like me, in the 3 years after you graduate, you'll probably move back in with my mom twice. you'll work at exactly the same place that you did in highschool 4 years ago for the same wage for way too long. one of your exgirlfriends will become married, another will become a lesbian, and that "im not addicted, no really, i mean i can stop smoking and drinking whenever i want" that'll turned into a big pile of shit.
what i did, i just accepted it. accepted that no matter how much control or lack of control i have have over my life, the world keeps on turning. with or without me
the only choice you really have is to make the best of what ya got, or not.
-kh
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