I think you need to assess your real underlying reluctance to take the BVI job? If its fear of taking a risk--then take the risk. If its the job itself or the feeling of being tied down--go to Chicago. The "island fever" thing is ultimately something you make up in your own head and it needs not to be a malady you suffer. Now that I think about it, you have already made it up and are likely to suffer from your own creation unless you have the ability to change your mind.
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