I have an acute fear of policemen, security guards, game wardens, and the like. I do not know where or when I developed this irrational fear. I think it began in my late adolescence, when I had a few negative encounters with law enforcement. Ever since, I have had trouble driving or going out in public. It is an unfortunate paranoia which I need to free myself of before I can progress in my life.
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The past is not dead. In fact, it is not even past. - W. Faulkner
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