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maleficent · 08-25-2004, 05:22 AM

I'm not sure if it was the total quiet, the relaxing dinner, the late night swim, but I actually slept well last night, snoozed the alarm three or five times this morning, and made it in to work, and a supremely good mood. I really gotta wonder if I am Senorita Cranky Pants all the time because the boys are having a tough time dealing with me in a good mood, I've gotten a few questioning glances asking if I'm OK... Yah, darlin' I'm on that bipolar upswing right now - it'll be fine.

The sun is shining, the sky is blue, it's 60 something degrees, it's a wonderful day, I'm enjoying it. Aside from the 6 emails that have raised my blood pressure this morning, I'm keeping my good mood, because, well, there's an expression I love... Fake it til you make it... So I can fake a good mood for the rest of the day if I need to... (Not that I've EVER faked anything before, nope not me)...

It's kinda fun though, screwing with these people... Makes 'em wonder what I'm up to -- or how I'm medicating...

08-25-2004, 05:22 AM	#109 (permalink)
maleficent Junkie Moderator Emeritus Location: Chicago	I'm in a Great Mood -- What a surprise... I'm not sure if it was the total quiet, the relaxing dinner, the late night swim, but I actually slept well last night, snoozed the alarm three or five times this morning, and made it in to work, and a supremely good mood. I really gotta wonder if I am Senorita Cranky Pants all the time because the boys are having a tough time dealing with me in a good mood, I've gotten a few questioning glances asking if I'm OK... Yah, darlin' I'm on that bipolar upswing right now - it'll be fine. The sun is shining, the sky is blue, it's 60 something degrees, it's a wonderful day, I'm enjoying it. Aside from the 6 emails that have raised my blood pressure this morning, I'm keeping my good mood, because, well, there's an expression I love... Fake it til you make it... So I can fake a good mood for the rest of the day if I need to... (Not that I've EVER faked anything before, nope not me)... It's kinda fun though, screwing with these people... Makes 'em wonder what I'm up to -- or how I'm medicating... __________________ Free your heart from hatred. Free your mind from worries. Live simply. Give more. Expect less.