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Old 08-24-2004, 08:23 AM   #100 (permalink)
ShaniFaye
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Location: Lilburn, Ga
Today Sucks

I dont want to be me today.....can I be somebody else, just for a little while? I have a gyno visit today and I had nightmares last nite about all the responses in the "Worst part about gyno" thread....Has TFP really invaded my life THAT much I woke up actually physcially hurting like I'd already had the exam...

note to self...check to see if Dave and I engaged in really rough sleep sex before 430 this morning

Sad thing is....Id really like to have sex tonite but I've never really been able to "get into it" after a gyno visit...I want to go home after the doctors and soak in a warm tub for the rest of the nite...but its mine and my daughters "movie day" and she looks so forward to that and is SUCH a big deal to her I dont have the heart to cancel today just because I'm sore from the exam and leaking KY jelly everywhere.

Movie day is a great thing...usually...we have one day a week were when I get home from work I do not pass go, I do not turn on the computer, and we both snuggle together in bed and watch whatever movie has come out on DVD lately that we've gotten but havent watched yet...Today is Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen, Dave usually gets home within the last 20 minutes or so of the movie and lays down with us until its over...poor thing, hes seen the end of SO many movies, and never seen the rest of them...I just hope that I can deal with it today and not let her know that Im really not into it.

*really big heavy sigh*
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