Wait, lemme see if I get this straight.
You're saying you're afraid that she might get pregnant, and you'd want her to have an abortion, and she'll refuse, leaving you both "stuck" with an infant you can't take care of. So, you're thinking of ending the relationship because of the minute chance that this might happen?
I don't know. Given that she's on the pill, and you use a condom (which is as redunant as going underwater in a submarine wearing an oxygen mask), I'd say you're wasting your time and mind worrying about this. The odds of you both dying in a horrible car accident are much bigger than those of her getting pregnant, yet I don't see you worring about that. :-)
Get over it before you ruin your relationship over nothing! I'm serious. It's all in your head, and you're creeping yourself out in a completely irrational way.
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