I CAN'T GET MY MOTHERFUCKING CAR TO FUCKING PASS THE FUCKING EMISSIONS TESTING!! I BARELY FAILED!!! PEOPLE KEEP TELLING ME WHAT TO CHECK OR WHAT TO FIX BUT THEY WON'T FUCKING ANSWER ME WHEN I ASK WHAT THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT OR HOW TO CHECK WHATEVER IT IS!!!!!
I have a job where all day long I hear girls bitching and yelling when really they have a pretty decent life at the home. They can't stay the fuck out of each others' business, they can't keep their mouths shut, they can't leave me the fuck alone, they can't fucking deal with it when they know what they're supposed to do, they don't do it, then they get in trouble!!!! I have a huge headache by the end of the day, but something keeps me going back for more.
I have a boyfriend who (I think) is keeping information from me and takes advantage of the fact that I don't speak Spanish. I really think something's going on because he easily avoids certain questions, but then answers the next with no problem. It's happened three times today at LEAST.
I'm broke til Thursday, and even then it won't be a full paycheck. So I'll be broke again until the 20th. Yet I need to pay for ANOTHER emissions test, spark plug wires, registration, insurance, groceries, etc. Oh, and don't forget gas.
I have a raging headache that's been going on for like, two days now, and I can't get it to stop. I really need to go in for a massage but that costs money, which, as stated above, is nonexistant until about the 20th. I also need to get my back and neck adjusted, as well as my hips, but that also costs money, which, if you've forgotten, is nonexistant.
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.... absence makes me miss him more...
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