I feel your pain brother. I'm 2 weeks into sobriety, and each day is a struggle.
I must do alone, what I can not do alone.
Stay strong, life is more worth living clean, then it is to wander high.
Keep busy, or take some time off, do whatever you need to do to get clean. Then, get your ass into NA, you know now that you have a problem, and that you are in danger of relapse.
We admitted we were powerless - that our lives had become unmanageable.
Just do it.
__________________
He who is void of virtuous attachments in private life is, or very soon will be, void of all regard for his country.
There is seldom an instance of a man guilty of betraying his country, who had not before lost the feeling of moral obligations in his private connections.
-Samuel Adams
|