It happens, and no one can stop it. But, I look at it as a positive- I am completely comfortable around my SO now. Sure, it is fun to get the butterflies in your stomach when you have that first kiss. But along with that exciting period of time is a painful nervousness- is he/she going to call? How serious is this? How should I react to this?
As fun as the first extreme months can be, I love to be able to know what my SO is thinking, to be able to sit back and do nothing with him, and to be a little predictible.
That doesn't mean that every now and then I surprise him with something new to do, though.
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You don't know from fun.
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