It has not been this way since the beginning, which was about 10 months ago. At first my feelings for her were so strong, but they have been waning since then. I do take her out to dinner. I have spent every day with her. Maybe that is the problem. I just don't feel like ending a relationship because my brain can't respond to her with emotions. I have felt like marrying her at times. I don't know why I don't feel anything. The same reason food doesn't taste as good the 100th time you'ev eaten it, is all I can think of.
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