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Trying to come to terms.....
Today at 1:30 pm I found out one of my good friends from high school was shot and killed at a night club in Mexico last night. She was there as an exchange student... just finishing up her semester. I think I am in shock..... trying to understand how and why this could happen to someone so young. She was so beautiful and full of life. Only 20 years old. She had so much going for her. I cant believe its real, and that she is gone. It just doesnt fit and seem right that this was her time. She wanted to be in Mexico so bad...... and thats where she died. It seems fitting I suppose.
I guess I just dont know how to deal right now. I have never lost anyone I cared about. I am so saddened and yet numb.
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"Is it so small a thing to have enjoyed the sun, to have lived long in the spring, to have loved, to have thought, to have done."
-Matthew Arnold
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