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Seer666 · 03-29-2004, 11:07 PM

Well, don't know if this is philosophy. Don't know if this is meaning. Don't know if this is meaningless. Just felt like sitting down and writing and seeing if anything worth while would come from it. Life is... well...good. Got myself a new place to live, got a girl that is going to be my wife, and things are, all in all, looking up for once. But that is down the road. Right now I'm sitting in a YMCA in Hawaii, doing nothing in a place where I know no one. Have to wait 6 months, at least, for my girl to be able to join me out here, and while I am overjoyed at the prospect of things to be, for the time being I find myself asking to many queastions with no answers. What If. What If I didn't have to wait. What If she backs out. What If I die. What If it all works out and I get my Happily Ever After. What If. Some loaded fucking words there. I'm 29 years old, feeling like I'm 50, and spending a lot of time acting like I'm 21. Confused? Me to. So, I ask you. What If? What is the big What If of your life? The one that got away? The one that wouldn't go away? What is your What If? Maybe if we can see everyone else's What If, it will help make the What Is make a little more sense. Maybe I'll look back at this tommorow and ask myself What If I didn't waste everyones time with this mindless bull shit. Life is GOOD. I think of where I've been, and how far I've come, and man, I am fucking kicking ass and taking names. But still, What If?

03-29-2004, 11:07 PM	#1 (permalink)
Seer666 Oh dear God he breeded Location: Arizona	What If Well, don't know if this is philosophy. Don't know if this is meaning. Don't know if this is meaningless. Just felt like sitting down and writing and seeing if anything worth while would come from it. Life is... well...good. Got myself a new place to live, got a girl that is going to be my wife, and things are, all in all, looking up for once. But that is down the road. Right now I'm sitting in a YMCA in Hawaii, doing nothing in a place where I know no one. Have to wait 6 months, at least, for my girl to be able to join me out here, and while I am overjoyed at the prospect of things to be, for the time being I find myself asking to many queastions with no answers. What If. What If I didn't have to wait. What If she backs out. What If I die. What If it all works out and I get my Happily Ever After. What If. Some loaded fucking words there. I'm 29 years old, feeling like I'm 50, and spending a lot of time acting like I'm 21. Confused? Me to. So, I ask you. What If? What is the big What If of your life? The one that got away? The one that wouldn't go away? What is your What If? Maybe if we can see everyone else's What If, it will help make the What Is make a little more sense. Maybe I'll look back at this tommorow and ask myself What If I didn't waste everyones time with this mindless bull shit. Life is GOOD. I think of where I've been, and how far I've come, and man, I am fucking kicking ass and taking names. But still, What If? __________________ Bad spellers of the world untie!!! I am the one you warned me of I seem to have misplaced the bullet with your name on it, but I have a whole box addressed to occupant.