beautiful disaster

[nothingx]

beautiful disaster

looking around, at the mess i've made
wondering if ill ever climb out of it
i knew the outcome would be this bad,
i knew this all along

but still i wanted it

on the left there is fire,
it's the right side that burns,
and somewhere in the middle,
the deed makes it stain

but always ends up burning,
in this disaster that i've made

[WarriorBuddha]

Wow man. I can relate to that in some very powerful ways. You've put some of the feelings I've felt in the past into words like I could never do. Thanks.

[riptide4070]

doesn't it suck to make a very bad decision when at the time it seemed like the right thing to do. hindsight hurts too, but sometimes it is better for everyone when you walk away from something, it just takes a while to be comfortable with the decision.

[nothingx]

Originally Posted by WarriorBuddha

Wow man. I can relate to that in some very powerful ways. You've put some of the feelings I've felt in the past into words like I could never do. Thanks.

That's fantastic, and you're welcome. That was written right in the middle of feeling that way, when it's most intense... Somehow it's easier to do, and it comes out sounding more authentic. I'm really glad I got to share, and thanks for listening.