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absence_of_color · 12-09-2003, 04:09 PM

Is it something in the air?
Or is it just this life?

Am I ever going to feel again?
Lifted up by praise and a need>?

Or am I just crazy?

I feel so depraved of arms tightly clenching.

I can hear your breathe upon my neck,
but you are not here.
I can taste your flesh upon my tongue,
but I have never had you.
I can see your staring eyes looking up at me,
but it is only in my dreams.
I can smell your sweet aroma linger near,
but it is something I must forget.

Or am I just crazy?

Forlorn tears bleed their silent pain.
Hidden words wail their lonesome song.
A sensation of touch dwindles into a memory.
Forbidden desire tears at my sanity.
An empty heart shatters...

Or am I just crazy?

A year has passed and everything is still the same.
I packed my bags long ago.
Still, though, they sit, dusted over, from my want.
Another life may be the right time,
but can I wait that long?
Longing for the moment when all of it seems worthwhile.
Eternity has taken on a new form, waiting.

I watch myself from a distance.
Painful and mute, mourning a loss that never was.
Stained and broken, sweeping up the remains.
Scared and lonely, confidence is non existant.

Suddenly I cant see.
I am dying.
I must be.
Impatient for my fate coming to pass, I whisper goodbye.
Then I realize its only a moment of weakness, liquified, pouring from the windows of my soul.

Entwined in fantasy, reality can almost be tolerable.

Crazy again...

analinguist · 12-10-2003, 12:16 PM

are we supposed to comment on this?

Snoogans · 12-10-2003, 09:56 PM

Maybe someone should move this to Tilted Literature...

absence_of_color · 12-11-2003, 05:37 AM

Its rhetorical. No comment needed.

GoldenOuroboros · 12-12-2003, 08:20 PM

I'm in leagues with Analiguist and Snoogans.. Tilted Lit maybe?

12-09-2003, 04:09 PM	#1 (permalink)
absence_of_color Insane Location: in a golden garden of grey	Crazy again... Is it something in the air? Or is it just this life? Am I ever going to feel again? Lifted up by praise and a need>? Or am I just crazy? I feel so depraved of arms tightly clenching. I can hear your breathe upon my neck, but you are not here. I can taste your flesh upon my tongue, but I have never had you. I can see your staring eyes looking up at me, but it is only in my dreams. I can smell your sweet aroma linger near, but it is something I must forget. Or am I just crazy? Forlorn tears bleed their silent pain. Hidden words wail their lonesome song. A sensation of touch dwindles into a memory. Forbidden desire tears at my sanity. An empty heart shatters... Or am I just crazy? A year has passed and everything is still the same. I packed my bags long ago. Still, though, they sit, dusted over, from my want. Another life may be the right time, but can I wait that long? Longing for the moment when all of it seems worthwhile. Eternity has taken on a new form, waiting. I watch myself from a distance. Painful and mute, mourning a loss that never was. Stained and broken, sweeping up the remains. Scared and lonely, confidence is non existant. Suddenly I cant see. I am dying. I must be. Impatient for my fate coming to pass, I whisper goodbye. Then I realize its only a moment of weakness, liquified, pouring from the windows of my soul. Entwined in fantasy, reality can almost be tolerable. Crazy again... __________________ ...absent of everything. Last edited by absence_of_color; 12-09-2003 at 06:31 PM..

12-10-2003, 12:16 PM	#2 (permalink)
analinguist Psycho	are we supposed to comment on this? __________________ end

12-10-2003, 09:56 PM	#3 (permalink)
Snoogans Veteran Location: Uppsala, Sweden	Maybe someone should move this to Tilted Literature... __________________ Internet hint: If someone's asking if what they do is weird, it always is.

12-11-2003, 05:37 AM	#4 (permalink)
absence_of_color Insane Location: in a golden garden of grey	Its rhetorical. No comment needed. __________________ ...absent of everything.

12-12-2003, 08:20 PM	#5 (permalink)
GoldenOuroboros The Cheshire Grin... Location: An Aussie Outback	I'm in leagues with Analiguist and Snoogans.. Tilted Lit maybe? __________________ Can you see me grin grin grrriiiiinnnning?!