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wooÐs 11-01-2009 06:19 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ring (Post 2723897)
More loss more loss more loss.
My dear sweet lady across the hall neighbor & friend,
The lady next to her apt, also.. all gone.
...and now the lovely gentlemean to the right of my apt.
We had the biggest crush on each other.
He had 90 plus years of good living, wits included.

It still hurts.
Another loss compounds other losses.
I understand more fully, that look in the eyes of the old.
Each passing moment is a lesson.

My ex-mother-law had to endure five of her seven children dying before her.
I'm the youngster at the home for the elderly and disabled.

How am I feeling?

Light and variable.
In the moment.
Horny.
Alive.

Is this where you live or what you do for a living? Either way, it takes a special person to be around that sort of environment. I'm considering a career change into working with the elderly. I'm just not sure what I want to do would cover life.

I feel ho hum. Pissed off that baseball killed my Sunday tv. A little irritable. ggrrrrrruf ruf ruf.

Fly 11-01-2009 08:52 PM

stooooooned............

ikandiggit 11-01-2009 09:29 PM

Apprehensive. I hate this time of year. Winter's coming anyday now. It's cold, wet and grey. I need sunshine, blue skies, and warm breezes but I'm too cheap to relocate. I should just go to bed. I'm tired.

good night

donmaytee 11-02-2009 02:19 AM

Tbh, right at this moment in time? A failure, a let down, a prick, and like i've lost everything that means well to me.

noodle 11-02-2009 03:52 AM

cooooooollllld. brr.

GreyWolf 11-02-2009 04:47 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by wooÐs (Post 2723959)
Is this where you live or what you do for a living? Either way, it takes a special person to be around that sort of environment. I'm considering a career change into working with the elderly. I'm just not sure what I want to do would cover life.

I feel ho hum. Pissed off that baseball killed my Sunday tv. A little irritable. ggrrrrrruf ruf ruf.

Good luck Woods... Many years ago, I was dating a geriatric care nurse when her first patient died. She was pretty upset and depressed for quite awhile. Eventually, she got to the point where she could accept losing her patients, but never stopped feeling the sorrow at their passing. It is a great calling, but emotionally draining.

Ring... I am sorry for your loss. Even expecting it (as one might with older neighbours), one is never prepared for the actuality.

Today, I'm still anxious, but tending towards anger/frustration over my work situation. My co-workers are in shock, and by comparison, I'm lying in a bed of roses.

wooÐs 11-02-2009 07:41 AM

It'd be nice to have a job that's personally fulfilling. You get to come home from the day / night / morning / etc., plop down on the couch and find yourself thankful you have 4 moving limbs that work properly and a brain to control them with. A job that matters.

ZombieSquirrel 11-02-2009 01:15 PM

There isn't a part of my body that doesn't hurt.

No I take that back. My right pinky toe feels ok.

wooÐs 11-02-2009 01:38 PM

exhausted mentally, emotionally and physically
toasted

Jove 11-02-2009 06:03 PM

calm.

noodle 11-02-2009 06:14 PM

chilly.

seamaiden 11-04-2009 01:21 AM

Fragile.

wooÐs 11-04-2009 02:56 AM

A bit happy. At peace.
But my shoulders really hurt :/.

Bijoufem 11-05-2009 12:02 PM

Wide awake at 5am feeling good

wooÐs 11-05-2009 03:19 PM

Content. Fulfilled.
My evening will be nice.

girldetective 11-05-2009 04:37 PM

anxious about driving home on this stormy night.

disheartened in general.

noodle 11-05-2009 05:43 PM

unsure of myself. and not happy about that.

inBOIL 11-05-2009 09:56 PM

Overwhelmed, disappointed, tired, and anxious, but satisfied with my recent decisions.

seamaiden 11-06-2009 03:09 AM

Scared of the drive to work today...45 minutes on a highway, during the first snow storm of the year.:(

Jove 11-06-2009 05:48 PM

Indecisive.

BogeyDope 11-06-2009 08:07 PM

Tired, bored, lonely. I wish I had more friends than just the close one's I hold, especially now that they're all deployed.

noodle 11-06-2009 08:12 PM

exhausted. being going since 4 am. can't rest or relax.

Jove 11-07-2009 06:51 AM

Lazy, but that should soon switch to productive procrastinated lazy.

wooÐs 11-07-2009 07:30 AM

Like one big fat crampy blob...

...yay for loungewear

BogeyDope 11-07-2009 07:32 AM

Tired. Time to start a long day.

Bijoufem 11-07-2009 10:14 AM

Way tired just got in from clubbing Im exhausted

SSJTWIZTA 11-07-2009 11:06 AM

i feel all shaky and shit.

i think it could have something to do with me chain-smoking all night trying to kick the ass of some online flash game.

wooÐs 11-14-2009 11:00 AM

Fairly happy I guess. A tad wound up.
Could be much worse.

Salem 11-14-2009 12:17 PM

Sleepy, starving.

BeckaBoo 11-14-2009 03:19 PM

Missing him
 

I miss the love of my life! :love:

LoganSnake 11-14-2009 04:04 PM

http://i229.photobucket.com/albums/e...7146e82572.jpg

seamaiden 11-14-2009 04:11 PM

Randy...

vainღ♥♡jane 11-16-2009 07:38 PM

frustrated because i'm a pc and and my computer sucks. i can't wait to get a mac and throw this dinosaur out the window.

Salem 11-16-2009 07:43 PM

Starving. Literally. I could eat a zebra.

rahl 11-16-2009 08:08 PM

Horny, I've been on a business trip for 16 days. I miss my wife!

wooÐs 11-17-2009 05:39 AM

Pretty rough.
Gaggy, anxious, miserable.
Yay nerves.

Cynthetiq 11-17-2009 07:48 AM

like I got beat up physically by 8 people.

Salem 11-17-2009 08:33 AM

Like i havn't slept in two days... Oh wait.... I Havn't. Also, angry because the pull back tab on my hot chocolate "to go" cup just broke off, leaving me to tear back the tab on my own. Dammit.

Marlon's Mom 11-17-2009 09:23 AM

Sore. Spent yesterday afternoon digging up and replanting a completely overgrown flower bed in the front yard. Anyone need about 100 iris rhizomes?

Reese 11-17-2009 09:39 AM

I feel like I'm stuck in a dream. I'm alone. I'm talking to myself and my dogs and expecting answers. Things just seem off. A mousetrap that's been setting there, undisturbed for 3 days suddenly snaps closed just as look in it's direction. It doesn't startle like I thought it would. It's just a curious thing. I'm outside giving my dogs some attention. I throw a stick and my dogs enthusiastically run after it. One of the dogs begins to return the stick as always, but this time he stops, drops the stick and walks off casually, ignoring my calls. The wind is blowing - tree frogs and crickets are chirping. It doesn't sound like a warm sunny day in November. I'm holding a fishing pole, I cast it out. I'm still standing in my backyard. I'm reeling it in, the hooks catching on every blade of grass. A moment of clarity. What the hell am I doing? I ask myself out loud. I seem to be returning to normal. It was a curious experience.


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